Monday, January 31, 2005
1 of the Best Lyricist
Jericho by joni mitchell
I'll try to keep myself open up to you
That's a promise that I made to love
When it was new
"Just like Jericho" I said
"Let these wall come tumbling down"
I said it like I finally found the way
To keep the good feelings alive
I said it like it was something to strive for.
I'll try to keep myself open up to you
And approve your self expression
I need that, too
I need your confidence, baby
And the gift of your extra time
In turn I'll give you mine
Sweet darling, it's a rich exchange
It seems to me
It's a warm arrangement!
Anyone will tell you
Just how hard it is to make and keep a friend
Maybe they'll short sell you
Or maybe it's you
Judas, in the end
When you just can no longer pretend
That you're getting what you need
Or you're giving out anything for them to grow and feed on.
I'll try to keep myself open up to you
It gets easier and easier to do
Just like Jericho
Let these walls come tumbling down now
Let them fall right on the ground
Let all these dogs go running free
The wild and the gentle dogs
Kenneled in me
Sunday, January 30, 2005
A Bright Star
My brother told me that when they initially met with Tom's teacher after an assessment of his skills, the teacher asked who has been working with him. Tom's mom and dad pointed at each other, thinking that something was wrong. I could see the image reminiscent of a comedy routine in my head. They were proud to hear that their son was/is advanced in his skills.
I'm proud of my little brother and his family. His son is his "little dude". He gives him everything that he never received and more.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Blogging From Bed... Have UR
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
MLK
The United States has come a long way, but we aren't there yet. Martin Luther King, Jr. was 39 years old when he was assassinated. The program showed footage of him speaking to others on an airplane. He talked about knowing, having the feeling that his life was going to end at the hands of another. What courage and conviction it took to keep going, to keep speaking, to keep asking America to do what they said they would do on paper, referring to the Constitution. To be beat, stoned, bricked, spit on, attacked by dogs, tear gased, have people yell hatefull things at you with rage, disdain and hate in their hearts because your skin has more melanin...It's courageous. I am so appreciative for all of the sacrifices of blood, sweat, tears, families and life itself. I am a beneficiary. We are all beneficiaries . There were African-Americans, whites, Jews, Muslims, Christians and countless others that committed themselves to the cause of Civil Rights. I honor all of them for their sacrifices.
We have come a long way. We have a long way to go.
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Weird Science...What the Hell?!
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By Jim Wolf
WASHINGTON (Reuters) - The U.S. military rejected a 1994 proposal to develop an "aphrodisiac" to spur homosexual activity among enemy troops but is hard at work on other less-than-lethal weapons, defense officials said on Sunday.
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The idea of fostering homosexuality among the enemy figured in a declassified six-year, $7.5 million request from a laboratory at Wright Patterson Air Force Base in Ohio for funding of non-lethal chemical weapon research.
The proposal, disclosed in response to a Freedom of Information request, called for developing chemicals affecting human behavior "so that discipline and morale in enemy units is adversely affected."
"One distasteful but completely non-lethal example would be strong aphrodisiacs, especially if the chemical also caused homosexual behavior," said the document, obtained by the Sunshine Project. The watchdog group posted the partly blacked-out, three-page document on its Web site.
Lt. Col. Barry Venable of the Army, a Defense Department spokesman, said: "This suggestion arose essentially from a brainstorming session, and it was rejected out of hand."
The Air Force Research Laboratory also suggested using chemicals that could be sprayed on enemy positions to attract stinging and biting bugs, rodents and larger animals.
Another idea involved creating "severe and lasting halitosis" to help sniff out fighters trying to blend with civilians.
The U.S. military remains committed to developing less-than-lethal weapons that pass stringent legal reviews and are consistent with international treaties, said Captain Dan McSweeny of the Marine Corps, a spokesman for the Pentagon (news - web sites) unit spearheading their introduction.
"We feel it's very important to offer our deployed service members and their commanders a greater range of options in dealing with increasingly complex operational environments," said McSweeny, of the Joint Non-Lethal Weapons Directorate.
Principles of MAAT
MAAT: The symbolic representation of Maat as a human figure with outreached hands and wings, is the Netcher of the weighing of the soul in ancient Kemet. The heart of the deceased was believed to be the seat of the soul and it was weighed on the scale of the Netcher Ma�t, against a feather, which represented the principles of truth and righteousness (the seven cardinal virtues). This symbolic weighing of the heart against the feather of truth (Ma�t) was performed to established the righteousness of the deceased. The scale of Ma�t was balanced after the recitation of the '42' Declarations of Innocence or Admonitions of Ma�t. pg. 91, NVCTC.
The Neophyte or students ultimate aim in Kemet was for a person to become 'One with God' or to 'become like God.' The path to the development of godlike qualities was through the development of virtue, but virtue could only be achieved through special study and effort. According to George G. M. James in his timeless work Stolen Legacy writes: The following of the 10 virtues were sought by the Neophyte in ancient Kemet. In the final analysis, the ancient Kemites sought Maat or to be more correct they sought to become one with Maat, the cosmic order."
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(1). Control of thoughts
(2). Control of actions
(3). Devotion of purpose
(4). Have faith in the ability of [your] [teacher] to teach [you] the truth.
(5). Have faith in [yourself] to assimilate the truth
(6). Have faith in [themselves] to wield the truth
(7). Be free from resentment under the experience of persecution.
(8). Be free from resentment under the experience of wrong.
(9). Cultivate the ability to distinguish between right and wrong and
(10). Cultivate the ability to distinguish between the real and the unreal "
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Quote on Discipline
Discipline is the surest means to greater freedom and independence; it provides the focus to achieve the skill level and depth of knowledge that tranlates into more options in life.
Some people regard discipline as a chore. For me, it is a kind of order that sets me free to fly.-Julie Andrews
Taken from The Life You Were Born to Live: A Guide to Finding Your Life Purpose by Dan Millman
More on Discipline
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Discipline
I have accpomplished goals in life. The major goals had to do with education and employment. They have also included personal and interpersonal goals. I have accomplished a great deal.
Over the last year I have undergone a metamorphasis. Today I am continuing along that path, a path of growth and self-improvement. I refined goals for myself. Not new years resolutiony type things. These are goals that I want to accomplish in my life.
Discipline has been something that has been missing from my life. Growing up in a home environment where domestic violence was commonplace made it difficult to focus and maintain a routine. Life for little ones becomes about survival and security. Structure and routine helps us develop discipline. Kids require it although they often resist it. Adults require it even though we resist as well. We wanna have fun! We wanna be spontaneous. There's nothing wrong with fun and spontaneity; however it must be balanced with discipline. This is an area of my life that needs to be developed... Discipline to achieve goals.
I am pleased with where I am with this. It's a good feeling to realize and understand how we hold ourselves back in life. It's time to move forward.
Faith without works is dead. It's true! A plan is what's needed. I'm going to work my plan and stay focused. I know it's going to be rough, but it's something I gotta do. Rough? Yeah, because for 34 years I've been going with the flow. My flow did include grabbing a bachelors and masters degree...But this river has to be more focused and purposeFULLy directed. Life's too short to keep staying afloat when you can swim to shore.
U.S.-Led Soldiers Said to Damage Babylon
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By SUE LEEMAN, Associated Press Writer
LONDON - U.S.-led troops using the ancient Iraqi city of Babylon as a base have damaged and contaminated artifacts dating back thousands of years in one of the world's most important archaeological sites, the British Museum said Saturday.
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For example, military vehicles crushed a 2,600-year-old brick pavement, and archaeological fragments, including broken bricks stamped by King Nebuchadnezzar II around the same time, were scattered across the site, a museum report said.
The dragons at the Ishtar Gate were marred by cracks and gaps where someone tried to remove their decorative bricks, the paper said.
John Curtis, keeper of the British Museum's Near East department, who was invited by the Iraqis to study the site, also found that large quantities of sand mixed with archaeological fragments have been taken from the site to fill military sandbags.
"This is tantamount to establishing a military camp around the Great Pyramid in Egypt or around Stonehenge in Britain," Curtis said in the report.
In an interview Saturday with Associated Press Television News, Iraq (news - web sites)'s Minister of Culture Mufeed al-Jazairee said coalition troops in Babylon had used "armored vehicles and helicopters that land and take off freely. In addition to that, the forces also set up other facilities and changes."
He added: "I expect that the archaeological city of Babylon has sustained damage but I don't know exactly the size of such damage."
The remains of Babylon have been occupied since the early days of the invasion by U.S. Marines and, more recently, by soldiers from Poland and other countries. Babylon is 50 miles south of Baghdad.
A Polish military spokesman in Iraq said troops were cooperating with Iraqi authorities in efforts to protect the site.
"I have asked our archaeologists to prepare a specific answer to the accusations, but I have to give them some time," Lt. Col. Artur Domanski said.
The city's main sites — the Ishtar Gate, the ruins of Babylon and the Nebuchadnezzar Palace — are in a separate area on the camp's perimeter, run by Iraqi officials as an archaeological park to paying visitors.
The U.S. military says all earth moving has been halted and it is considering moving troops away to protect the ruins.
Lt. Col. Steven Boylan, a U.S. military spokesman in Baghdad, said all engineering works were discussed with the head of the Babylon museum.
"An archaeologist examined every construction initiative for its impact on historical ruins," he said.
In the report, Curtis acknowledged that at first the U.S. presence had helped to protect the site from looters.
But subsequent work — including the decision to cover large areas of the site with gravel brought in from elsewhere to provide car parks and helipads — was damaging, he said.
Lord Redesdale, an archaeologist who heads a parliamentary archaeology committee, described the report's findings as "just dreadful."
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"Not only is what the American forces are doing damaging the archaeology of Iraq, it's actually damaging the cultural heritage of the whole world," he said.
For more than 1,000 years, Babylon was one of the world's premier cities, where King Nebuchadnezzar II built the Hanging Gardens of Babylon, one of the Seven Wonders of the World.
The city declined and fell into ruin after it was conquered by the Persians under Cyrus the Great around 538 B.C.
Friday, January 14, 2005
From The Dhammapada
"Your own self is your mainstay, for who else could your mainstay be?"
This is a good reminder to me. Thank U! I needed to remember.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Strange Love
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Road to Stardom...Missy Elliot 2
Cold
Cold by Annie Lennox
Come to me
Run to me
Do and be done with me
(Cold Cold Cold)
Don't I exist for you
Don't I still live for you
(Cold cold cold)
Everything I possess
Given with tenderness
Wrapped in a ribbon of glass
Time it may take us but God only knows
How I've paid for those things in the past
Dying is easy it's living that scares me to death
I could be so content hearing the sound of your breath
Cold is the color of crystal the snowlight
That falls from the heavenly skies
Catch me and let me dive under under
For I want to swim in the pools of your eyes
I want to be with you baby
Slip me inside of your heart
Don't I belong to you baby
Don't you know that nothing can tear us apart
Come on now come on now come on now
Telling you that
I loved you right from the start...
But the more I want you the less I get
Ain't that just the way things are...
Winter has frozen us
Let love take hold of us
(Cold cold cold)
Now we are shivering
Blue ice is glittering
(Cold cold cold)
Cold is the colour of crystal the snowlight
That falls from the heavenly skies
Catch me and let me dive under
For I want to swim in the pools of your eyes
The Chord
Beauty-FULL Friendship
Who?
Her!
She's beauty-Full!
She makes his heart flutter.
Her smile, her way, her essence-
It takes him...places he hasn't seen in a while, before,
since the last time he saw...her.
What should I do? What would you do?
Would you say something to her?
Could you handle...you with her?
Since your heart skips beats and does jumping jacks and somersaults
when U see her...Can U handle U?
Why not have a beauty-FULL Friendship?
That's what I'd do...
I'd capture the essence of what was pure about her, about U with her
and I'd sell it...
U'd make a fortune selling the essence, the energy...sharing that love feeling created
from that beauty-Full Friendship.
© 2005 Blackgold347
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Marley's Wife Plans to Exhume Remains
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By ANTHONY MITCHELL, Associated Press Writer
ADDIS ABABA, Ethiopia - The widow of reggae legend Bob Marley said Wednesday she plans to exhume his remains in Jamaica and rebury them in his "spiritual resting place" — Ethiopia.
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No date has been set for the reburial, but it will be after February when monthlong celebrations of the 60th anniversary of Marley's birth are planned in Ethiopia. Both the Ethiopian church and government officials support the project, Rita Marley told The Associated Press and several other news organizations.
"We are working on bringing his remains to Ethiopia," said Rita Marley, a former backup singer for her late husband's band, The Wailers. "It is part of Bob's own mission."
A spokesman for Bob Marley Music and the family later issued a statement quoting Rita Marley as saying that Jamaica "will remain the resting place for Bob Marley for the foreseeable future."
Born in 1945 in rural St. Ann parish in Jamaica, Marley rose from the gritty shantytowns of Kingston to global stardom with hits such as "No Woman, No Cry" and "I Shot the Sheriff." His lyrics promoting "one love" and social revolution made him an icon in developing countries worldwide. Marley died of cancer in Miami in 1981 at age 36.
Rita Marley said her late husband would be reburied in Shashemene, 155 miles south of Addis Ababa where several hundred Rastafarians have lived since they were given land by Ethiopia's last emperor, Haile Selassie.
Hundreds of thousands of Jamaicans embraced Selassie as their living god and head of the Rastafarian religious movement.
Marley was a devout Rastafarian, a faith whose followers preach a oneness with nature, grow their hair uncombed into dreadlocks and smoke marijuana as a sacrament. About 700,000 people practice it worldwide.
"Bob's whole life is about Africa. It is not about Jamaica," said Rita Marley, a Jamaican singer who was born in Cuba and married the reggae star in 1966.
"How can you give up a continent for an island? He has a right for his remains to be where he would love them to be. This was his mission.
"Ethiopia is his spiritual resting place. With the 60th anniversary this year, the impact is there and the time is right."
Together with the African Union and the U.N. children's agency, Rita Marley has organized celebrations in Ethiopia, including a concert on Bob Marley's birthday, Feb. 6, to be held in Addis Ababa.
The monthlong celebration, dubbed "Africa Unite" after one of Marley's songs, aims to raise funds to help poor families in Ethiopia.
African and reggae artists — including the Marley Family, Senegal's Baaba Maal and Youssou N'Dour, and Benin's Angelique Kidjo — will perform as part of the $1 million program. The event is expected to be broadcast in Africa and beyond.
Debriefing
I want to say F--- U! to them. But I have to be professional. and I think of all of the things that are not right at that school. How disorganized things are...How they don't know what's supposed to be done and they don't care because they don't know...Ignorance is Bliss! But I know and I get super stressed and I try to find a way to let it go, because it hasn't been said to me. Someone said someone was going to say...and my blood has already started to boil because I think about all the problems. And now I am home trying to release it...trying to find a way to enjoy not being at work physically but being at work mentally. And I want to relax. So, I'm going to type this and really release it and really let it go. Nobody's life is at risk. Everything is okay. I am going to exhale this out...breathe and ask God, ask my higher self what's my next move when it comes to earning money to pay my mortgage. I want more than a job. I have one of those. I want to enjoy what I do and right now...I DON'T.
I deserve to be happy at work. I deserve to have and do gratifying work. I deserve it. I have to make it happen.
I ask the ancestors for guidance.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Other People's (Beeep)
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ANother Day AT WoRk
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Snow
Friday, January 07, 2005
Darth Vadar
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Focus
Ok, back to focus...I'm a multi-tasker by the fact that I'd like to keep getting a pay check. I juggle things....I manage. It's the nature of the job. Most days, honestly, I feel crazy. I can't remember all the things that need to be done. My organization...well, it's an ongoing struggle. Some have mentioned that maybe I have ADHD. Ok, question...Who the hell likes to pay attention to something they have NO, I mean NO, NONE, zealtch (is that a word) NO interest in? So, ADHD is the inability to to fake an interest in something U have no interest in.
By that definition, I have ADHD tendencies. Today the psychologist and I hit rock bottom and said we didn't care if I child received special education or not. Whatever the parent wants, we said. that's bad...we're supposed to be the gatekeepers. The sad truth is we have no more fight in us.
Focus... what you focus your attention on grows. That's why I need a plan, a workable, optimistic, constructive plan. Unhappiness will grow if i, we cultivate it.
Focus...what are U focusing on? What's growing in the garden of your mind?
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Road to Stardom...Missy Elliot
My predication for a winner, right now...Jessica. She's hungry and she's talented!
Stepping up to the Plate
I was listening to the radio on the way home today. There was a retired Army General talking about how we, our military is spread so thin. If something unexpected popped off in the world or at home, how would we handle it? Let's pray that we don't have to put our money where our gun slinging cowboy's mouth has been... we can't kick everybodies ass. We need more troops in Iraq. There will be NO draft...or so they say. What is we gonna do? Let's pray that nothing jumps off and we have some peace for a minute. Is it safe to say we won't be looking for nobody elses ass to kick without provocation? I don't know...
Work
Here I am concerned about not having FUN while making money and fishermen in Asia can't afford to buy nets to fish to feed their families. And I, me, we wanna have fun! But this is our plight, even with disaster on the other side of the world, we want more out of life. That's not a bad thing as long as we recognize what we have and where we fit in the grander scheme of things. I work for food. Ain't no question about it. I work I eat. I struggle with a stressfull job that I don't get much gratification from and I eat a little better.
The math is simply, but life...happiness is so complicated sometimes.
I'm going to stay focused. It's rare that U find someone who really, really likes and enjoys their job. I'm tired of faking like I do. I wanna be like that dude in Office Space...just say #%*(@% it.
Maybe there's another way to look at this...another perspective to take...Let's see what we can come up with.
Been a while...
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Just a thought...
The United States increased the amount of aid to the countries impacted by the earthquake and massive tidal waves that followed. We went from $15 million to $35 Million to $350 Million. I don't typically count in millions, so I'll look at it on a level easier for me to understand...I can do more with $350 compared to $35 in my checking account.
If there was no pressure...If the feeling that we could and can do better hadn't have reached the white house, than $15 Million would have been it. We have cities putting up $350 Million and more to build sports arenas...
Friendship
Saturday, January 01, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR..
Peace and Prosperity!!!