Blackgold's Spot: 09/01/2012

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I wish that I could say it all
put it all here
so that there is
no confusion
no misunderstanding
truth is I don't know what I would say...
I can't explain what it is, how it is, why it is...
I just know that...
I pause
I stare
I thank God for the moment just to create the mental picture
to capture the feeling
to capture the smell
how the light shines in that moment
that I noticed
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I'm going back on tour...this past summer was the "Do Nothing Tour" because I was tired! I needed to rest (and it was hot outside). Well, Fall is here and I'm about to embark on my Living Out Loud/Self-Expression Tour! It's that season...I gotta write, play or create something...even if it's crocheting one of my crooked scarves. It's good to be alive

It's time to jump into the river again. To let the current, the waves...the motion, the waves of emotion, feeling take me, carry me

I don't want to struggle...at all

I don't want to push against the current

I don't want to resist or use a muscle to fight

I don't want to change my mind and say that this is wrong or...right

I just want to rest, wade in these waters

Give birth to a new self...in these waters

Be holy...in these waters

Knowing that I AM okay in these waters

Okay in this medium

To release
To explore
To love
To create
To be

And so I feel like I'm done. I've gestured, pestered, positioned and whatever else. And I feel like I am done.... With that. :-)

There is no competition. What's yours is yours. Scarcity does not exist. There is no shortage of blessings. Do not compare yourself to another...you are a unique expression of the divine. And, the beat goes on...the Universal heartbeat, the pulse of life...align with it, get in sync with it...when minds, hearts and spirits are aligned, magic can occur....alchemy...vibrational alchemy...transform, be transformed

Offerings

There is something about this season, this time of year that makes it almost impossible for me not to express myself with words. It doesn't matter how it comes out. It can be a free association, a poem, a list...it needs release. So, I make my pilgrimage back to blogger to make my offering to the god of expression...use me.