Stepping back
Changing the view

I am fasting from Facebook. Stepping away, showing up in my own life. I'm not sure how long this will last. Let's see how far this takes us.

Show up

I received an internal message that rang in my head. A voice inside said, "I need to show up in my own life." What are my hopes and dreams that I need to birth; give life to? Ate you going to show up for you, BG?

I want to go out and take photographs again. I want to see things, beautiful things framed, squared, captured forever. I want to see and feel the energy in the frame. I want to explore to see if I can capture the inner in the outer...a mother's love, a lover's embrace, heartbreak

Freedom seems to be the theme of the day. I'm seeing it everywhere.

Dear H.O.M, I gotta get this off my chest; make amends...I used to think that you lied a lot, but it was actually me in denial. You were stubborn...wouldn't budge once you were set! I know I stepped on you daily...I thought you liked it...I thought I liked it, but your reply disappointed me. Well, i was wondering if we could be friends again because I realized it was me, not you! You only reflected me back to me...I realize that you had nothing to gain by showing me what I didn't want to see. It was the truth...and this I want to offer to you...as long as we are in relationship, I won't curse you out, doubt you, or call you a bald faced liar again. Dear Health-O-Meter scale, this is real....I'm sincere. Since I've changed my ways, the truth don't hurt no more. It looks good, feels good...took me some time to get here, but I think I love you again.