Stagnant

What is this feeling?
This feeling of stagnancy
This I wanna move but
nothing moves me
Where am I today?
This going to bed
and getting up to another
version of the same
is getting on my nerves
Am I trapped in my own Groundhogs Day?
It's all the same
'cept I have on different clothes
the location has changed and then it's the same...again
Damn!
New mind...it's time!
New Mind...Damn, It's Time.
I can change location
but if my mind remains the same
has anything changed?
Will I still see the same
feel the same
Be the same...
It's time for a change
Stagnant days
can't have their ways
with me no more
Be right back...
I need to baptize myself
Sprinkle waters on my head...
or, should I use holy oils from the trails
of the Camino?
Maybe if I go back in time
I can wade in the waters with
Yeshua and John
and have my mind healed...
re-new-ed

© 2004 Blackgold347