Today, tonight, I wish that I could be taken care of. Taken care of the way momma used to do. Stand there sleepy and have someone brush my teeth, wash my face, take my clothes off and put on my pajamas. Pick me up, put me in bed, and I just go to sleep like when I was 5. No, I don't want to be a five year old again. I don't want to be an invalid without any capability of caring for oneself. I just want to go to bed without me having to get ready for bed. A lazy moment...